learning lessons

this past few days, i’ve learned quite a lot about myself:  i am not a positive thinker.  i like being in control/ i hate it when things are out of my control.

it’s all across the news that volcanic ash has completely shut down europe for the past few days.  yeah.  sounds terrible.  i don’t think people really understand how terrible the situation is unless they live through it.  i’m living through it.  i was supposed to arrive in DC yesterday.  that plan was shot down  when volcanic ash prevented any flights from getting into london.  so we rescheduled.  i was supposed to leave tomorrow morning, but the wind continues to blow ash over europe, so that plan fell through.  so, we rescheduled.  now, i fly out weds- fingers crossed.

i was supposed to spend this week with my sisters in DC.  now, i won’t get there until weds and i will have to fly out to utah on friday.  that gives me a lovely two days to spend with my sister.  TWO instead of SEVEN.  see why i’m frustrated?